Life is such a mystery to me... I often find myself wondering why things happen... or why things or people are the way they are... obsessing over life decisions & how they've played out.. the pros & cons... living true horrible nightmares & experiencing true amazing unique moments. Sometimes I think I'm here but detached taking notes to prepare me for my own life that is coming up next, like I'm about to be born. Other times I feel like I'm searching for that path I missed, that crucial sign overlooked which has turned me into only a spectator at my favorite sport. How will this all play out? Someday I'll figure it out... until then I feel like I'm taking notes for my next best seller... maybe I'm writing my own novel... maybe I'm writing yours...
Very excited today to hear of todays "Natures Creatures" plug on CBS's live "Big Brother". Apparently a Chgo. mom that has booked me a few times was talking about my show. So fun!
Please send a copy or let me know if you saw/heard it!
Thanks Mrs. Fitz!
In bed finally after a very hot "romantic" evening with a cute cowboy! Nothin like stacking 450 bales of hay after a long slow drive to Lowell, Indiana sweating through my cute v-neck, and gathering about a flake of hay I'm my bra. Sweaty & scratchey ripped up arms. A few broken hayracks, towed & restacked later & its done... we work until its done...
Whenever the fickle false hearted emotional roller coaster of partner searching reveals its inevitable true colors, I find solace in a nice warm bath and a cocktail with Mr. Darcy. He and a little pride & prejudice always keeps me grounded back where I need to be, in fantasy land.
(Erin)Owner of Erin's Farm & The Natures Creatures Animal Show, horse rider, corny joker, writer/artist wannabe, animal realist (not activist), maker of cheese, soap, wine, mead, & honey, fashion victim, klutz, creature cuddler, giant nerd, hot headed ginger.